You've Become

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You’ve become

the keys I cannot find,

the misplaced glove

the forgotten song that knows

the opera of my secrets and lies.


You’ve become


the unreliable narrator

of daydreams


And you’ve become


The dog,

Scampering, 

despite the pain

along the shore,

following footprints

the way I do,

collecting evidence,

never once turning back.

Because it knows:

no matter what


I will always be here.




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